Anger, disgust, repulsion, rage; betrayal.
Grief, doubt, confusion, second-guessing; questions.
This is one milestone I hadn’t counted on handling. In this manner, I turn 24. Doesn’t get anymore drastic than this.
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But in the midst of all that, I am counting the ways in which Abba has made Himself known.
one. A stumbling upon FGA’s Saturday service granted Qi and I prayer for our needs. What a blessing to have brother TL speak into my life with such accuracy, accuracy that is only possible with revelation from God.
two. Resolving the resentment held towards a friend and hence restoring the friendship is in itself a great gift.
An incomplete entry, but I’ve decided to publish it all the same. I’ve forgotten what exactly I wanted to put in, but from the starting threads, one gets an idea of where it might go, and that is good enough.